Top 10 emotions right now …
(in no particular order because they rearrange themselves with each passing hour)
- Nervous - about going back to school yet again (worse with a research project!!)
- Uncertain - about what will happen in 3 months when I get back
- Eager - to be starting on what may finally be the right path for me
- Remorseful - for mistakes I have made in the past
- Excited - about being somewhere new again
- Sad - that I won’t be here for the pan concert
- Concerned - about the level of uncertainty still surrounding me
- Grateful - for the support of my friends and family
- Pressured - because I leave in such a short time
- Relieved - that I can get a break from my “regular” life
There are more than just these 10 but I decided to just put down the first 10 that came to me as I sat down to do this list. As I did this, it forced me to realize that there are pluses and minuses to making changes, especially of this magnitude. But having acknowledged the whirlwind of feelings I am experiencing, I feel a little more equipped to deal with my impending departure. ONLY 7 DAYS TO GO!!!
